Hello guys. I know it’s been a while since I’ve updated my blog. Life just takes over sometimes.
Anyway my cousin sent me this text this morning and I just wanted to share. I try not to stay where I’m not wanted. But I felt this piece so much that I just had to share.
“Why I Stayed
I stayed because I felt like I had no way out.
I stayed because my self worth was buried in the hurtful words he would spew at me.
I stayed because ” no one would want me.”
I stayed because I was going to fight to be “the one.”
I stayed because dysnfunction was all I knew….
I kept going back because I was convinced that love was supposed to hurt.
#Why I Left
I left because I was worn down from the emotional welts and bruised from the verbal backlashing.
I left because killing myself to be nothing to someone else was not going to keep me alive.
And even after leaving from staying so long, I wanted to go back. My defeat was the best barrier between us”