2. Eat only when the sun is out.
3. Beg your mother for forgiveness .
4. Ask someone to pray for you – you have been distant from God.
5. Attempt to cry.
6. Fail at crying.
7. Chew your pride up. Gulp it down with sorrow.
8. Do not look at him. But feel his hate crying out to you.
9. Smile and ask which part of this inspired so much hate.
10. Laugh at the hate. Laugh.